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Wednesday, June 15, 2011

hm..cmne nk start ek..aku pn xtau nk starting cmne..skit pn ade..letih pn ade..
aku xtau mcm mne sikap dy..semakin aku nk mengenali dy semakin benci untuk aku memahami diri dy.
semakin aku nk bergaul dgn dy hati aku xleh terima..aku rasa mcm xleh nk terima je..tersngt la
payah utk aku terima..lau bercakap pn mcm terpaksa..is it ok to b like that?hmm..O God..
plis help me..
sikap dy yg talam 2 muka..suke buat kje sendiri..xnk bgtau apa2 psl stdy..lau bgtau pn terpaksa la kot..huhu..damn her.. !@#$$$%...i dont like her.but i try to like her..but the result is i cant..(like + dislike = hate)
hate, hate, hate...hate her so much..i dont know y i hate that much..huhhu..
aku nk nangis.tp perlu ke aku nangis sbb dy.mcm sia2 je airmata aku.dh byk dh airmata dsbbkn dy.
kwn aku pn nangis sbb dy.skit hati sbb dy.bergaduh sbb dy. dy pndai amik hati senior..ape yg dy ckp kt senior akn dpndang mulia dimata senior tu..ape yg dy bwt dipandang elok dimata senior..
thats unreasonable..unbeliveable..
knp psl **** **** pn dy perlu cerita kt org luar?..knp psl pergaduhan dlm **** **** pn perlu cerita kt org luar?..knp perlu org luar masuk campur..aku igt aku nk hlngkn sume peristiwa tu, tp ade org ungkitkn balik.lau org dlm tu jgk xpe ni org luar..org luar yg xtau pape tlh tau segala2nye..how i can face them..so shame..y she dont have any shameless..??i dont get it.
what her motive?what her reason?nk dptkn kepercayaan n simpati ngn senior ke?? go ahead. i dont
need that all..
adui..ssh la mcm ni..i try to avoid it but it still fresh in my mind bout it..y the wind do
not blow it so far..far from my mind..far from my heart..hmm
plis Allah,plis help me..dont make me weak about that..i dont want to loose hope with U Allah..


~jgn bersusah hti krn ianya hnya mmbuatkn mu lemah dlm beribadat, mls tuk berjihad, putus harapan n mengheretmu tuk berburuk sangka. jgn berdukacita sbb rasa sedih n ssh hti adalah
akar kpd plbagai pnyakit jiwa, punca pemyakit saraf, penghancur jiwa n penyebar keraguan serta
kebingungan~

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